black and blue
The only problem is that this time i actually thought i stood a chance, it was pretty stupid of me.
It was stupid of my friends to rally me on- oh well, now they have to put up with me being a sourpuss for the next few days.
I just wish there was someone out there for me. I'm only 15 and i carry worries that atleast a 30 year old has.
We live in a world of love triangles. And they are all fucked up - nothing different with mine.
She likes him, he doesnt like her, his best friend likes her, she doesnt like him. It's fucked
I just watched angus thongs and perfect snogging. Who knew you could cry at a happy ending?
Made me think.. what are 5 good things about my life? What are 5 bad things?
Five good things...
-I have a nice family
-I have nice friends
-I go to a good school
-I have a job
-I have a well trained dog... ?
Five bad things...
-I havent ever been in a good relationship
-I dont have a best friend; the only one i have is unreliable and I sometimes wonder if she even likes me
-Im not a big fan of my boss, or my job, I dont like having to go in to work
-I have the WORST body;Im short, pudgyish and kinda pale
-I have no brothers and sisters - i have no close by friends, if im not working or at school then i mostly stay at home
-I just got rejected by the guy i like
-I keep getting shit loads of homework and I never have any 'me' time
-The only thing that makes me different to the next minga is that I have a few piercings here and there
-My only family in my city is my mum and dad
-I love england and my family and friends there, I constantly miss them - its not fun
-I dont have nice clothes, i dont like my clothes
oh whoops. Thats a tad more that 5 oh well - you can see how i feel at the moment!
The worlds an odd place. nothing is perfect, no one is perfect. you cant always get what you want. honesty is always the best thing and SOMETIMES YOU JUST NEED A GOD OL CRY!